Ppd: “I didn’t feel like I could achieve anything more in Dota. But I lost my influence after leaving NiP.”

Ppd on Realization, Leaving Esports, and Looking for New Invites

Ppd reflected on whether he has any regrets about stepping away from his pro gaming career.

“I quit playing professionally during the COVID outbreak, which was a pivotal moment for me. I took a step back and realized it was time to explore new avenues and interests. Being a player is amazing, and I truly enjoy my life now, but I’ve always been the kind of person who craves achievement and purpose. I just no longer felt that there was anything significant left to accomplish in Dota, and it became clear to me that pursuing something different might bring more fulfillment. I wanted to challenge myself in new ways and grow beyond the gaming world.”

“I found it truly fascinating to step away from the world of esports and observe it from a fresh perspective, one where I could create meaningful opportunities for others. I have always been the kind of person who strives to better organize my teammates, empowering them to achieve far more than I could ever accomplish on my own. However, during my time as a player, I often felt like I was hitting a wall in Dota, stuck in a cycle that limited my growth. This realization prompted me to think that if I took a step back and examined the situation from a different angle, I might discover new ways to make the impact I had been desperately seeking all along.

“Regrettably, I made an error in judgment. I came to the realization that after I stepped down from my position as captain of NiP, I lost many of my avenues of influence. People are deeply absorbed in their own lives and pursuits, and they often show little interest in collaborating on projects where they can’t see immediate rewards or benefits,” Peter “Ppd” Dager reflected. Ppd officially retired from professional gaming in 2021, marking the end of an era in his career. Back in 2015, he achieved significant milestones by winning The International while playing for Evil Geniuses (EG) and also secured victory at the Dota 2 Asia Championship. Throughout his career, Ppd consistently managed to place highly in several major tournaments, showcasing his skill and dedication to the game. His journey serves as an inspiration to many aspiring players in the esports community.

Ppd previously considered the future state of the eSports business.